For these past few days I knew something is wrong within me. Like something is missing. I am sad, but I don't know why. And today I'm crying. Alone. In my bathroom. At first I thought I cried for many different reasons. Eventually, I know why. It's the impending sadness that I've been holding back as long as I can. Like the flood that burst the dam.
I miss them.
Yeah, I miss those people who've been living together with me under one roof for 25 days. Strangers at first, family in the end. You know that feeling when you just click and feel comfortable with certain people? In no time we quickly threw away the awkwardness and show our true self. Literally our truest self ahaha. We laughed in small, silly and stupid things. Had a deep conversation about life. Crying together out of homesick. We even talked about our poop habits, which is eww actually, but we are human so what *shrugs*
(the funny thing is the moment I'm typing this our group chat is active and as usual talking about not-so-important things. No, I'm not crying. My eyes just tired watching the screen for too long.)
