When everything feels not right

Every single person in this world must have their own way to calm themselves. When you feel that the weight of the world is in your shoulder, or when your world is crushing down, or turning upside down, or you think you lose everything that matters to you. You will do everything, al least if you can't solve the problems, or make the pains go away, you can forget it. Sometimes, people call this "runaway". I prefer the word "self-healing". And what I choose to be my "self-healing"? Writing. Why? Because sometimes, or many times, the spoken words are just not enough. It also could be an effective way to destruct, when you put too much emotion in that. In the other hand, writing is less destructive for other people's emotion and such a comfortable way to express feelings for people who doesn't like or maybe cannot talk, like me.

But I won't write about the writing itself, I will write about me. Oh and I just realized my headset has been plugged in for 15 minutes and there is no music was heard. Yeah, who is the idiot of the year now?